GIVE ME BACK MY VOICE.

Finally I get some good sleep after consuming the pills. I woke up in the middle of night just because my throat getting more and more serious. PAINFUL actually. after getting up, I can't get myself to fall asleep again, I don't want to suffer anymore.

 Slowly, I thought Im okay enough, feeling better, maybe don't need to pay a visit to doctor. Yesterday, just in case, Parents brought me to clinic. 

The expression of doctor changed totally after checking my throat using the torch light, and said:" OH MY GOD". 

I was like -.- WHAT HAPPENED ?! I FELT BETTER ALREADY. 

Doctor: It's serious. I will give you the antibiotic, STRONGER than others. 

I was like WOW. -___- am i going to die ?! 

If only if I know that I will get some good sleep , I will get myself at clinic EARLIER. 
Interview tomorrow, I have no voice now. Please GIVE ME BACK MY VOICE. 

The Moon That Embraces the Sun

要向大家推荐: 捧日之月 或者是 拥抱太阳的月亮. 

我很想说这部戏真的很棒,好喜欢好喜欢里面的剧情,不过是超伤感的说,可是!!! 看了很有Feeling :) 

强力推荐 :P 

该剧讲述了原本应成为太子妃的女主人公“月”，卷入宫廷阴谋而失去记忆并成为一名巫女在探寻自己的真实身份时与已经成为国王的太子坠入爱河的故事。
在《怀抱太阳的月亮》中韩佳人饰演巫女妍雨一角，在剧中她将有三位命运般注定出现的男子为帮她恢复记忆而真心付出，不过最后她还是和单纯聪明的王世子李喧(金秀贤饰)擦出爱花

第一集-第六集 都是童星在演,不过演的很出色.我看得更加投入.

世子殿下的笑容好迷人 :)  李暄

可爱聪明知书识礼的许烟雨 :) 

Hmm,好吧.这套戏呢,里面挺多笑容灿烂的帅哥. 

当我发现帝国之子 Siwan 有演的时候,我显得特别激动. AHAHAH我迷恋他的. 

再来我也欣赏他们兄弟情知己情吧.

看到烟雨因特怪病被逼离宫,我没想到世子可以哭的那么凄惨. -___- 我竟然融入在里头.看到那双红肿的眼睛o.o 惊讶.心里很难受,烟雨为何不能跟世子在一起 D; 

我想说整个故事,我看完,一直在回忆,我怕我会忘记了.我想永远记住这部爱情故事.

世子殿下每次楸心的叫着 [烟雨.烟雨啊..]痴情的世子殿下 :( 相隔8年的爱情. 加油! 

Tadaa,我又迷恋另个王子,Siwan 来自帝国之子. :) 他好漂亮,没错,我是用[漂亮]来形容他的 :) 

帅吧帅吧 :3 

这是[拥抱太阳的月亮]的歌 Name- Back In Time. 很符合这套戏.. :) 好伤感 /.\ 

The light that is fading in the clouds
Falling at the window is too noisy
The cooling memory is just like the sound of the rainwater
Capture my heart, refuse to leave

That increasingly strong
Lock in the nostalgia
Couldn’t I step back in time
Back to the time when you give me a hug
Everything now doesn’t matter

I follow the tortuous path that is wet
Look back at our memories together
In the rain that obscures the vision, I think of you
In my tears, you emerge in my mind

That increasingly strong
Lock in the nostalgia
Can I step back in time
Back to the time when you give me a hug
Everything now doesn’t matter

All dissipated, whether it’s the time we spent together, or the look of you and me at the time

Let’s back to the time when I am in your embrace
Couldn’t I step back in time
Even if this is the only chance, or the last chance
It doesn’t matter

LIFELESS

Recently I'm not as good as usual. I'm definitely not in the mood. 
I need a part time job badly, I need to make myself busier and to make myself fully spiritual. Then, I can only sense my meaningful holidays, but right now, I'm totally on the opposite site what I'm wishing. 

Yes, I'm the RED colour with that upset face among all the smiley face. That's me with the complicated feelings. 

During the holidays, I'm acting like a voracious eater in the house. EWWW, snacks and junk foods. OKAY, diet always starts tomorrow. *GIRLSBEINGGIRLS* 

I want to play volleyball, cycling, badminton and also hiking but I found I was being dumped. I WAS BEING DUMPED. 

Never mind, We should endure all the hardship, right? Be optimistic! 

Notes* : I'm back to TWITTER! I don't know why but I'm back to twitter. I did not recall my password but I just changed it. Nothing new there. 

I felt so LIFELESS after SPM. 

Tomorrow I'm going to date with primary school friends. Imissyou. 

You will feel abit AWKWARD when meeting with the old friends, You will be quiet and talk not that much as I'm actually SHY* . 

At least, I'm not being dumped by them. Thanks. 

Christmas Ambience !

A lovely Friday with My VVIPs. We actually planned to get a part time job at Ts Maybe? But ended up with joyful moments and laughter. AHAHHAA Jolly Day.

Movie:Twilight [Breaking Dawn Part2] .

Undeniably, a fantastic and impressed movie for me. 

Did our smile resemble each other? We had same feelings, enjoyed the euphoric moments! *Pavilion

Pavilion !! I do really love the decoration there, I think, Christmas ambience ! 

Hmm, We found almost all the Christmas balls, none of them has the smooth surface. It grieved us :( 

Lame Pose :P 

LOL, Captured by me. I would like to comment on this in light of being the camera girl. 

They were trying their level best with their hands and body movement to form a HEART SHAPE. There were many lopsided or malformation heart shape photos, but I think I choose the BEST HEART SHAPE among all the photos! LOVELY huh. 

You know, three of us. You can't actually keep on holding your camera to look for someone who is willing to help you to take a photo, I decided to ask my brother followed us next time. 

BIG GRINS* from the GIRLS.

Lastly, We ended up with having scrumptious desserts ! *Snowflakes*mouth watering*

Okay, I set as My Facebook Profile Picture. I don't not really look like a Doraemon though I have a BIG ROUND Face.

I'm officially Graduated

Yes, I'm Back ! Can you see my expression? BIG GRIN. 
I would like to continue my blog with nonsense, tahaaa. 
Okay, for me, spm is over though I still left 1 subject to go, CHINESE. Oh so darn, just let it be :) 
Parents plan to bring me to LEGO LAND, excited ? thrilled ? No feeling, AHAHA. I wish to go Genting with my VVIPs though I don't know what to do up there. Just have some fun, inhale some fresh and cool air, enjoy life :)  
tadaa :D 

After next monday, I'm officially graduated, what should I do after SPM? 
I have no idea? Part time Jobs maybe.
Which colleges ? Which University? WELL, No idea yet. 
I have to wait for the results, besides I have to wait for the letter National Service, Oh ya! This definitely excites me. AHAHAHHA but parents they looks not willing to allow me go :( 

And, millions of thanks to my VVIPs that willing to be a part of my life :) 
You know words can't describe my true feelings to you all. I really love you.

and thanks for being my classmates in this 2 years. Thanks my teacher, Cikgu Yasir. 
He could be so kind-hearted all the time teaching us, We ignored and neglected him always in the class but still, he would smile and was so glad in teaching us. Thank you sir :D 

We are 5Beta from SMK Pandan Mewah.

久违了久违了!! :D 
I My Me Mine lalala~ :) Gods, about 2 or 3 months didn't blog about anything even a single word :P but did happen a lots of sad events. Everything go so disastrously wrong :'( *gruelling*
quite busy currently :/ 
Jiayou Jiayou. that's the only word I can tell you. 
Demure and modest might lead you to success ! and jiayou tooooo :) 
Choose a life of action, not one of ostentation. 
Prove it and not only show or say . D; 
Girl, in depression. Jiayou again :') 
Put your best foot forward :3 !!! 

My lovely Dear's Birthday

Before the February ended,I'm gonna blog about my dear's Birthday !!!! Although It is a late post.

Buahahaah!! I tell you, It was a crazy day !!!

11.2.12 :3 

We were planning go to Time square for seeing our idol - 柯震东. We expected there must be crowded during his coming. therefore, we went early for searching my dear's birthday present. 1st and foremost, AHAHAH had a lunch with dear hui yee at pavilion. Then sungei wang,She needed a school bag seriously but she had a totally HIGH taste. At last, we failed to find a bag that suit her and went to T-bowl sungei wang for rest and ....lunch?

after that. 7pm, we went to the time square for waiting his arrival. 

we keep shouting frantically !!! 

Oh my gosh T.T Finally I saw him. how excited I was.

after that we had our dinner at Kim Gary, time square. 

Hi :3 Birthday girl.

Just watch her 38 face is enough :P XDDDD 

10pm. Most of the peoples went back. 

we went to poster there and showed our 38ness with 柯震东 poster !! XD 

at that night, rain heavily :3 

wonderful night :P 

OMG :3 Iloveyou

and and :P My dear, Happy birthday to you :3 !!! 

a late late post :( sorry. :P 

My dar's birthday sweet 18 !

My dar's birthday :3 sweet 18!! 

1shamelin wong kok :D 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ;D 

feel like killing myself. as I bought the birthday present. it had gone -.- 

the present is not that small but look alike test tube ! 

ARGHHH, WHERE YOU GONE?! 

HAPPY CNY 2012

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!

我没有心情过新年,每年都一样,没新意 =.= 

AHAHAH,表姐妹们回来了,开心 :) 

然后全部 ipad ipad ipad laptop laptop laptop pc pc pc =.= 

Internet line 争线 -.- 争到大骂粗口 :@ 

看到我这副模样,你还会想跟这女生做朋友吗?? :O 

再来,久违了,我的双胞胎妹妹 :3 

AHAHAH, 我的新年有你们真开心 :D 

红包呢? Hmmm,个个最近经济不错,红包钱涨价了,谢谢!! X) 

Volley ball Match

Opps, It's Volley ball Match MSSD that we have been waiting for so long. [Not so as last year it was organized on April!] 

We practised for 6days before having the match.

SMK Teknik Kajang again. went to the same place :) 

101 -.- we are 7-11 okay!? The form4's girl took the number 1st :( I hate the one who took my 7 and her 11 too D: 

but it's okay -.- I'm not that serious. 

Before the match started :) we took few photos. 

Ginji and Me :) 

with peace :) 

Out of my expectation, We won 4games out of 5games! compared to last year, we won only 2games out of 5games. We got Improved! 

we can go into quarter ! YOU KNOW !? 

but the SMK Convert surrender, WTF. That stupid school made our total marks became lesser. Just missed 0.22 to the SMK Kosas in Group D :( 

We lost to the SMK Kosas D: the fat girls's group D: Berbadan Besar! 

I made a lot of mistake as I was exhausted! 

Sir didn't want to change any girls to replace Me. 

after had the match with kosas, We lost the only 1game. and the FIRST time, My sir scolded me ! 

The 1st time D: I got scolded by him D: 

How upset I was. Sir was disappointed on me D: 

seems like the girls keep blaming me. 

Sorry, I was too nervous. 

and I did well after scolded by sir -.- 

Because of Nervous ! I failed my serve ! Alamak. 

There were few photos with the camera man :) after he post, I will grab some and upload into my blog or facebook.

Stay Tuned :D ! 

Yea, as you say, Chinese New Years is around the corner. Next Monday!

My skin, face turned red after the match. Soon, it will turn dark D; 

ARGHHHH... !!  

Girl, You can do it!!

The MSSD badminton match is drop on the 30 of January means after Chinese New year la. 

During Chinese New Year, I got to do a lot of revision [Don't forget SPM!] including badminton training !! My brother is my coach :) 

Jia You ! :D 

-Memorable Day- 

Ku Ji Gin I Love You :D <3 

EXHAUSTED

I'm sorry. Kinda busy lately and don't even have time to update my bloggie. :( 
millions of sorry to my bloggie. Currently I'm gonna take part a volley ball match at next Thursday. The last year I take part in MSSD volley ball match. No more careless mistake again. We must win at least 3games to get into the final. that's why I don't have much time to waste it :( 
Volley ball practice everyday !!! EXHAUSTED !!!! 
plus, after the Chinese New Year, the first day I'm gonna take part the MSSD Badminton match !!! 
How comes all the match organize during January !!! WHY !? Last Year badminton match was on My birthday means on march. Volley ball match was on April. and this year, all match organize in January :( I'm running out of time! 
I thought I can study hard in January, preparation for the 1st test. 
God, Schooling, volley ball + badminton practice , tuition :( keep repeating daily. 

GOD BLESS ME. 

2012 No pain No Gain

2012 SPM year, Elaine Gambateh ! :) 
Target of 2012 :
1.SPM 5A's above :) 
2.Do be a hard working and clever girl. 


I'm satisfied if success to do so! NO PAIN NO GAIN.